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the life of dimmansen matthew has taken no extreme turns over the course of the past few months... however, he has deemed himself incapable of making full sentences... full is staunchy and heterosexist.. the only true messages are in transmissions... hemingway had the right idea but his precocious ideas were clouded by his inebriated erections... dimmansen has decided to actively seek out psychiatric help to facilitate the living process... wishing maybe anti-depressants or anti-anxiety medications.... just to try it... just for a happier life... he realizes that this may stunt his pscho-artistic explorations.. pain is after all but an impetus... dimmansen is ready to travel again but is unprepared... indeed he is broke.... he is going to see xiu xiu on saturday which should give him at least some.... comfort... shearwater is playing with them.... they are okkervil river but a side project... they don't sound like okkervil river but dimmansen may find himself at home..... "montreal is too soon".... dimmansen has been looking for a semi-local place to sell his plasma for money... he has not however found any.. any albeit that are open... life is a gavel... the gavel symbolizes the head... "life is for head banging".... this is not a direct quote...