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sunday i went up to bakers square to meet my mom and aunt who i havent seen in a really long time. it was good, alotta crying, but good crying. :) after i came home and sat around til work. worked til close.
monday i slept in til 1230. i never sleep in that long. i guess i really was tired or maybe the weather just sucked ass yesterday. soo i layed around like i do all the time it seems. worked 4-"close" but i got off early bc mondays at unos are the epitomy of boring.
i went out and got myself wendy's bc i was too lazy to make anything. shame on me :X but i also just went for the drive- i needed to think.
my mom is doing something for me and being all secretive about it. i hate that.i know she knows that i know. i dont know "what" shes doing but i know shes doing "something". ahhhh.
so we graduate tomorrow. i can finally say this is all starting to hit me. like a brick. as much as im ready to move on, im scared as hell. im scared that these next 3 months are gonna fly by, and after that i wont be seeing or talking to alot of people, im scared to go away, im scared to leave my comfort zone. what are my parents gonna do next year wihtout my brother and now me, not here? this summer is gonna be a roller coaster of emotions. and that i can say...im not ready for.
on a lighter note- i was bored yeserday(what else is new) so i downloaded another ring tone, but this one is for my dad. haha i got father figure by george michael. its funny and it made him laugh. lol anyway..
i need to get some shoes for tomorrow. nothin like waiting til the last minute.
oh how i miss eric- and i dont know what to do about that :/
one last thing: this weather kills me! i wake up to nice sunny skies and now it looks like its gonna dump buckets. pisses me off.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY :)
ok im done :) see you all tomorrow.
sunday i went up to bakers square to meet my mom and aunt who i havent seen in a really long time. it was good, alotta crying, but good crying. :) after i came home and sat around til work. worked til close.
monday i slept in til 1230. i never sleep in that long. i guess i really was tired or maybe the weather just sucked ass yesterday. soo i layed around like i do all the time it seems. worked 4-"close" but i got off early bc mondays at unos are the epitomy of boring.
i went out and got myself wendy's bc i was too lazy to make anything. shame on me :X but i also just went for the drive- i needed to think.
my mom is doing something for me and being all secretive about it. i hate that.i know she knows that i know. i dont know "what" shes doing but i know shes doing "something". ahhhh.
so we graduate tomorrow. i can finally say this is all starting to hit me. like a brick. as much as im ready to move on, im scared as hell. im scared that these next 3 months are gonna fly by, and after that i wont be seeing or talking to alot of people, im scared to go away, im scared to leave my comfort zone. what are my parents gonna do next year wihtout my brother and now me, not here? this summer is gonna be a roller coaster of emotions. and that i can say...im not ready for.
on a lighter note- i was bored yeserday(what else is new) so i downloaded another ring tone, but this one is for my dad. haha i got father figure by george michael. its funny and it made him laugh. lol anyway..
i need to get some shoes for tomorrow. nothin like waiting til the last minute.
oh how i miss eric- and i dont know what to do about that :/
one last thing: this weather kills me! i wake up to nice sunny skies and now it looks like its gonna dump buckets. pisses me off.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMILY :)
ok im done :) see you all tomorrow.