Dec 22, 2004 11:16
I will never forget the past two days....two very hard days to say goodbye forever to a friend...he was only 17...why did God decide to take him now?!...there are just certain images from the past couple of days that will never ever leave my head...the kind of images that i went to bed with and woke up too...i just can't even think about johnny and his smile without crying....it will get easier....when i was sitting during the service i just thought to myself that he is looking down on all of us from Heaven just watching us cry and telling us that it will be ok...