holy...
FUcK with a lower case "C" i havent been on this crazy site in like MONTHS... CHIIIILLLLL FUUUEEELLLL (thanks to jesse for giving influenza to my vocabulary)
so whats new?
well...
i work at urban outfitters and its cool, i spend way too much money but at the very least im dressed ok, like for instance im wearing my uggs and my little pink mini skirt... NOTTTTTTT!!! actually i now am the proud owner of a cool army green fur (faux of course) lined coat... its lovely and warm... its purchase was also inspired my jesse (gotta love that roxy coat), but whatever...
i hate school, and not really the school... ok yes the school, santa barbara in general is fucking crap. its for those who have money or those of us that are of age for drinking, or not of age either way... so yeah im pretty much set, im the richest drunk i know... other than of course my good friend... oh wait i have none.
i think im gonna move to LA, not that thats really cool, cuz its not really THAT cool i just want to live in a big city where i can get lost and there is something other than state st. and if you understand that reference than, well im sorry cuz it means you have expirenced it and no one shold do that. My dad was telling me about how he hates LA, but i kind of like it there. theres something to it other than what is stereotypically seen, and i want to see it, at least for a little while. id also like to live in NYC, TOKYO (anywhere in Japan really), england (among the whalish...haha), italy... anywhere, not here! or home, not home. SB... im soooo bored.
in approximately 4 hours i will attempt to take a japanese class, i have to crash the class and hope the teacher thinks im cool enough to take it. so wish me luck on that. the next time im in japan im gonna speak the language. thats that.
so you know that feeling you get when you really like someone, and they're oblivous and you totally get butterflies and you get all stupid and and you dont really use commas in your sentenses because your so excited?? yeah, i havent had that in a while (i tricked you, i just have bad grammer) i think im turning into a robot. with no feelings other than bordom. it kind of like, you start to create those feelings from nothing for no one inparticular and then you realize that you actually think they might be metally incapable of human functions... and for those of you who know me its not about that person, its about another so if youd like to inquire further call the 1-800 number.
i do think im in love, but its not that kind of love and it wont be, and he wont know. this love, its just there. uninhibited. just floating, and its not painful of heart wrenching, its just the way it is and the way it should be.
ive been reading a lot lately. but slowly, you know, cuz im slow. heres the list so far:
welcome to the monkey house
player piano
on the road
and cosmo (but that doesnt really count, well it kind of depends on who you ask)
up next:
a book about teas
a book on how to heal your sinus' herbally and holistically (which may be the same thing)
a bio on miles davis
a book about jimi hendrix
a book about ben fong torres (my asian brotha... remind me to never use that word again)
and breakfast of champions
ive got a full list
i should start a book club... too bad i only know one person who reads. however they are WAY out of my league reading up to 100 books a minute... emily, you win.
wow thats a lot of writing.
THE END
so whats new?
well...
i work at urban outfitters and its cool, i spend way too much money but at the very least im dressed ok, like for instance im wearing my uggs and my little pink mini skirt... NOTTTTTTT!!! actually i now am the proud owner of a cool army green fur (faux of course) lined coat... its lovely and warm... its purchase was also inspired my jesse (gotta love that roxy coat), but whatever...
i hate school, and not really the school... ok yes the school, santa barbara in general is fucking crap. its for those who have money or those of us that are of age for drinking, or not of age either way... so yeah im pretty much set, im the richest drunk i know... other than of course my good friend... oh wait i have none.
i think im gonna move to LA, not that thats really cool, cuz its not really THAT cool i just want to live in a big city where i can get lost and there is something other than state st. and if you understand that reference than, well im sorry cuz it means you have expirenced it and no one shold do that. My dad was telling me about how he hates LA, but i kind of like it there. theres something to it other than what is stereotypically seen, and i want to see it, at least for a little while. id also like to live in NYC, TOKYO (anywhere in Japan really), england (among the whalish...haha), italy... anywhere, not here! or home, not home. SB... im soooo bored.
in approximately 4 hours i will attempt to take a japanese class, i have to crash the class and hope the teacher thinks im cool enough to take it. so wish me luck on that. the next time im in japan im gonna speak the language. thats that.
so you know that feeling you get when you really like someone, and they're oblivous and you totally get butterflies and you get all stupid and and you dont really use commas in your sentenses because your so excited?? yeah, i havent had that in a while (i tricked you, i just have bad grammer) i think im turning into a robot. with no feelings other than bordom. it kind of like, you start to create those feelings from nothing for no one inparticular and then you realize that you actually think they might be metally incapable of human functions... and for those of you who know me its not about that person, its about another so if youd like to inquire further call the 1-800 number.
i do think im in love, but its not that kind of love and it wont be, and he wont know. this love, its just there. uninhibited. just floating, and its not painful of heart wrenching, its just the way it is and the way it should be.
ive been reading a lot lately. but slowly, you know, cuz im slow. heres the list so far:
welcome to the monkey house
player piano
on the road
and cosmo (but that doesnt really count, well it kind of depends on who you ask)
up next:
a book about teas
a book on how to heal your sinus' herbally and holistically (which may be the same thing)
a bio on miles davis
a book about jimi hendrix
a book about ben fong torres (my asian brotha... remind me to never use that word again)
and breakfast of champions
ive got a full list
i should start a book club... too bad i only know one person who reads. however they are WAY out of my league reading up to 100 books a minute... emily, you win.
wow thats a lot of writing.
THE END