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fuck my life
ive felt like shit everyday now for 2 weeks
circumstances self induced and not delt with...lingering unsettlenesss. (im sorry) i dont know how to talk to you? i havent
put what happened out of mind at all , actually it has been the number one thing on my mind almost everyday.. i dont know
how to fix what the last couple of years have done to our friendships..maybe thats why i feel so cowadly towards talking
it out. im sorry i love you, and i am a coward....
circumstances that are totally out of my control, are bothersome as well
i dont know how i am supposed to care about someone and let them slowly destrct themselves, while trying to keep a
positive face, because what they are doing isnt "socially" decalred destructive, and in the begining i was 100
percent supporative, now my eyes have been opened to a lot more, and honestly it scares the shit out of me. but at
the same time i want to think you will be ok......
circumstances that i cant even put a lable on... i guess from an outsiders point of view the words i would use to describe how i feel would be called depression . but depression is a part of life and not a disease, as i can always say so easily say when others talk of depression. its just an overwhelming amount of complex negative energies i gotta do some sorting
maybe grouch will ease my mind tomorrow night
i always love seeing his smilein bald head
i havent even accomplished anything in this time span..besides finally doing my laundry, and taking a
shower last night
ive felt like shit everyday now for 2 weeks
circumstances self induced and not delt with...lingering unsettlenesss. (im sorry) i dont know how to talk to you? i havent
put what happened out of mind at all , actually it has been the number one thing on my mind almost everyday.. i dont know
how to fix what the last couple of years have done to our friendships..maybe thats why i feel so cowadly towards talking
it out. im sorry i love you, and i am a coward....
circumstances that are totally out of my control, are bothersome as well
i dont know how i am supposed to care about someone and let them slowly destrct themselves, while trying to keep a
positive face, because what they are doing isnt "socially" decalred destructive, and in the begining i was 100
percent supporative, now my eyes have been opened to a lot more, and honestly it scares the shit out of me. but at
the same time i want to think you will be ok......
circumstances that i cant even put a lable on... i guess from an outsiders point of view the words i would use to describe how i feel would be called depression . but depression is a part of life and not a disease, as i can always say so easily say when others talk of depression. its just an overwhelming amount of complex negative energies i gotta do some sorting
maybe grouch will ease my mind tomorrow night
i always love seeing his smilein bald head
i havent even accomplished anything in this time span..besides finally doing my laundry, and taking a
shower last night