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I'm not sure if im looking forward to going back to school or not. On the one hand there are people that it'll be really good to see. on the other hand... classes, confusion, not knowing where im heading, thats there too. I dunno I guess id want to go back to school less if i was actually still spending time with the guys down at the apartment more, we never hang out with them anymore. I mean ben JH and nick are great fun as always, but i miss rory, justin and garrett. especially Rory, what the fuck happenend to the days when we were almost completely inseperable doing crazy dumb shit together, and just having fun keeping eachother sane. I guess in a way we've both found sanity somewhere else, and therefore dont need eachother and have drifted. or maybe its just that he goes into work when i get out most days. going back to school scares me, im not 100% that i want to be a philosophy major anymore, i guess im gonna double major in theater and stay at school a little longer. I dont look forward to living in the middle of nowhere WC. I dont look forward to TAing anymore, now the idea is scaring me shitless. speaking of wich i need to e-mail Brad Park. I am however looking forward to going back to school and drinking heavily, pathetic arent I?
On the other hand, im going to Canada with Nick, JH and probably Ben, we leave on the 17th we'll end up in canada around the 19th, we dont have everything planned we'll just make shit up as we go. Im probably pulling a 50 hour week nest week which will suck except for the massive paycheck and ovetime pay. I just need to look forward to the trip and hold on.
One step at a time.
but for now ill prolly just sit around alone all day playing 80's videogames
On the other hand, im going to Canada with Nick, JH and probably Ben, we leave on the 17th we'll end up in canada around the 19th, we dont have everything planned we'll just make shit up as we go. Im probably pulling a 50 hour week nest week which will suck except for the massive paycheck and ovetime pay. I just need to look forward to the trip and hold on.
One step at a time.
but for now ill prolly just sit around alone all day playing 80's videogames