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Apr 30, 2008 00:25

He kinda shoulda sorta woulda loved her if he could`ve.
The story`s getting closer to the end.
He kinda shoulda sorta woulda loved her if he could`ve.
He`d rather be alone than pretend.
She just wanted him to love her but he didn`t.
He took to the woods and wandered in it.
Walked along and on until they couldn`t.
Stole himself to tell her that he wouldn`t.

i had this formula for well being that involved drinking everyday but lately it just makes me fall asleep.  i don't seem to believe myself waking up these days.  i'm in a floating state as i normally am but i'm so conscious of it that i don't believe it.  a while back i had a dream that i was sleeping and i felt a mouse in my bed.  it seemed extremely real.  a few days ago i had the same dream except it was a cat in my bed.  both the mouse and cat were white.  i'm very bothered that i can't put any words together and that i keep falling asleep.  it's frustrating because i can almost feel them coming out but they never make it.  and i keep on forgetting things.  maybe i hit that diet pepsi can pipe too hard this past couple of weeks.  i don't usually smoke but on a whim i bought an eighth. now i'm out and i'd really like some more but that might not be good because it makes me not want to do anything but sit in my room and listen to music.

i may be driving to florida some time this summer with my friend skittles. might be interesting.  i want iced tea.

by the way, if you haven't watched the dick cavett interview of john and yoko on youtube, it's amazing.  if you know me, it's really apparent why he's my favorite. 
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