family get-togethers aren't quite what they used to be
feeling very drained from 4 day long meth binge. hearing muffled arguments bouncing off taupe walls and tan carpet. chest cough. fragmented sleep througout the day. bought a new/old suitcase. going to austin tonight. i'm here 'til the 4th. not looking forward to going back. i may have to kick a roomate out. such uneccessary stress is a real drag. unshowered and sweaty. headache lurking. it appears i'm moving back to texas. i need to be making something right now because if my hands don't grab something they might rip my brain to shreds.