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so yeah. stomach ache. coming home dec 20th - jan 4th ( ! ) newz? yeah. i'm extremely directionless because today's weather wasn't my cup of tea. i'm listening to my friend zac's new demo and my mind is being blown. i was listening to ms. kate's band today and my mind was blown. last night i listened to her and her friends sing some gospel sermon-esque version of fiona apple while we all were just chilling smoking cigarettes out on her dorm stoop. these things are fucking awesome . . . but a little intimidating. maybe i should diversify my assets and do more doodling and scribbling as well as noise making because i'm not exceptional in anything but pretty good at a few things. i'm excited about some things but then i have a lot of regrets too. more so than ive ever had and it's kind of scary. it's stuff only me would kill myself over.
i have a girlfriend and i'm completely clueless how to operate these thigns now. i'm trying my luck. still need to get in rainbows. it's pretty absurd how i dont have it yet. saw darjeeling. i liked it alright. the last half i really liked, but i kinda wished i laughed more throughout the whole thing. finally recorded something today. it's been waaaay too long. my sisters are coming to visit tommorow and i'm nervous. i live a pretty shabby existence and this may be frowned upon. must clean up my act before morning.
i have a girlfriend and i'm completely clueless how to operate these thigns now. i'm trying my luck. still need to get in rainbows. it's pretty absurd how i dont have it yet. saw darjeeling. i liked it alright. the last half i really liked, but i kinda wished i laughed more throughout the whole thing. finally recorded something today. it's been waaaay too long. my sisters are coming to visit tommorow and i'm nervous. i live a pretty shabby existence and this may be frowned upon. must clean up my act before morning.