This is how I am repaid
Nateman left for New York today. I saw him this morning. We didn't say anything, just hugged each other for a very long time.
I don't know if it has sunk in yet, but it's already weird. Very weird. Some things just aren't gonna be the same. It feels wrong.
I know he was a complete asshole, and a womanizer and disrespectful and betrayed me more than once... but my chest still feels heavy. I'm very tired and absent minded and introverted today.
I know I'll get through this and laugh about it months down the road, but today it still hurts to think about. A lot.
We all deserve forgiveness, at the very least.
I don't know if it has sunk in yet, but it's already weird. Very weird. Some things just aren't gonna be the same. It feels wrong.
I know he was a complete asshole, and a womanizer and disrespectful and betrayed me more than once... but my chest still feels heavy. I'm very tired and absent minded and introverted today.
I know I'll get through this and laugh about it months down the road, but today it still hurts to think about. A lot.
We all deserve forgiveness, at the very least.