Chaos
This past year and half has been the hardest I've ever had to deal with. It's been a struggle every day. I always rolled my eyes whenever someone mentioned a struggle they've had to deal with at every single moment of every day. Like every second in your day could consume that heartbreak. But it can. I am no fool to that any longer. I know the struggle of trying to get out of bed in the morning, the struggle of focusing on work, the hardships of seeing people, and the constant want to just run away from it all. I had no idea that life could be so hard to live. I never knew how hard it is to live. Even though I'm a senior in high school, I feel like I have been through so much more than the average person. My world has been completely flipped upside down without a warning. And now my heart has been swallowed up by a depression that won't leave.