Aug 23, 2006 15:20
Nothing has really been going on at school that's all that exciting to talk about. I got checked out early yesterday because I felt sick then ended up sleeping until 4. Which was nice but then I was just like wired for the rest of the night and up on and off. That didn't really make a difference anyways because Zachary woke up atleast 10 times last night. The slightest noise and he was awake. It was awful. I was on a two day non-crying streak but last night when I couldn't fall asleep I ended up crying because that tends to happen when I'm just laying there with nothing to think about and then all the sad thoughts rush over me and it's uncontrollable. I'm really disappointed in myself I was doing so good! BUT IT'S OKAY I GOT CHOCOLATE!
So last week I took my first gov't test and OMFG. I knew I did bad on it but OMFG! I did BAD on it. So that just like ruined my day all together. Tomorrow I have another gov't test that I'm GOING to study for tonight. I WILL! I WILL! I WILL! Plus I have a math quiz and Physics test tomorrow. I hate physics I wish it would just like die or something good like that. I'd say the same about Gov. but it brought me John so I'm happy! :)
Today the retarded custodians at my school thought it'd be a good idea to repaint the columns in the halls blue. They did put up wet paint signs, TAPED TO THE FRIGGIN GROUND! What idiots, no body looks down to READ SIGNS. And why would you paint something when you know tons or students are going to be passing them through the day and bumping into them. MORONS! So like through out the day I'd pass people with blue all over their clothes. I'm so glad I managed to not hit one of them knowing my luck I figured I would since I wore my brand new t-shirt today and all. But miraculously I didn't!
I had the worst headache ever, all day today it was very painful and it made everything alot harder to concentrate on.
We were all at lunch and Molly came over. I don't actually know Molly but she was talking to Alycia about this like beyond Gorgeous guy she's seen around school. So she's telling us his description and stuff and I'm all HEY THAT'S JOHN I LOVE HIM! He's in my first and second period class. So then Evan and Sarah get back from getting drinks and they're like oh yeah we know John and then they said he had a girl friend at a different school. Which is SOOOOOOO sad. Because I love him. And I WANT HIM! :D So anyways now I despise his girlfriend and Molly. But not so much Molly because she's a ickle Sophmore and has no chance with him anyways! Even if she was a junior she still wouldn't have a chance with him because she doesn't know him she's just seen him around and I do know him because I talk to him everyday! Like today he asked me what we did in 1st and 2nd period because he wasn't there. And then later he asked me if I understood the book. And he might not know my name but it's all good because I know in his mind he's thinking I need to leave my girlfriend for Kayla because Kayla goes to this school and my lame girlfriend is LAME and doesn't. Stupid John's Lame Girlfriend at a Different School. Stupid Molly.