MIMI'S BIG ENTRY OF ANGST AND WOE! (Minus the angst. And the woe.)
Yeah, Alex and I broke up. I was mourning, then I was in denial, then I was hopeful (Maybe maybe if I throw myself at his feet and beg, he'll take me back!!! Gag me) then denial again, then I was angry, then I was sobbing, then I fell asleep, then I was ok.
Now I'm a little weird, kind of mad at Alex, but generally good. Like seriously, I'm not crying when I think of him, which is good. Phoebe suggests I reconsider Winter Formal... Iunno, I mean I still want to be friends with him. Obviously. And I still love him, but he fell out of love with me. It happens.
I think the reason that I was so upset is that I thought he was still in love with me and we had broken up pointlessly. Now I know otherwise, and I am content.
(After throwing myself on my bed and thrice bemoaning my fate, "You don't love me! You don't love me! You don't love me!") I'm good now.
I'm looking forward to JPG tomorrow night. I might even call him when I get home (le gasp!) I think I'm going to need another day or so to simmer down so I don't like, kill him. Or something. (I'm in the angry part of breaking up again, be warned.)
im an ass
should have seen it.
Oh, well spotted!
Now I'm a little weird, kind of mad at Alex, but generally good. Like seriously, I'm not crying when I think of him, which is good. Phoebe suggests I reconsider Winter Formal... Iunno, I mean I still want to be friends with him. Obviously. And I still love him, but he fell out of love with me. It happens.
I think the reason that I was so upset is that I thought he was still in love with me and we had broken up pointlessly. Now I know otherwise, and I am content.
(After throwing myself on my bed and thrice bemoaning my fate, "You don't love me! You don't love me! You don't love me!") I'm good now.
I'm looking forward to JPG tomorrow night. I might even call him when I get home (le gasp!) I think I'm going to need another day or so to simmer down so I don't like, kill him. Or something. (I'm in the angry part of breaking up again, be warned.)
im an ass
should have seen it.
Oh, well spotted!