It's been almost 2 weeks....

Sep 21, 2004 20:36

And you are still on my mind constantly.
I find myself crying during random times just thinking of you.
Your picture hangs on my wall so I know your always with me.
You are the last person I talk to before I close my eyes at night. Can you hear me?
When someone says your name I turn hopeing it is going to be you.
I will go watch some more motor cross races hopeing you will show up to win another first place medal. Remember the time I went to watch you and your brother and you won first place?
I miss you so much.
Everyone does.
Did you ever realize how special you were.
You were so smart, fun, gorgeous, freindly. I dont know of one person you ever made fun of besides me:) but all you boys used to make fun of me because I was a beast. And now I look back on it and laugh because it was because of you guy I started running and continued to run and this year I am gonna run the Boston Marathon in memory of you. I know you will be right beside me the whole way.
Even though your not here anymore I know I will see you again someday. Will you remember me and will you give me a hug when I see you again. It may not be soon but I know I will never forget you or that smile. I love you and I hope your at peace with yourself and haveing fun up there. Ride lots and build me a car would ya :)
I miss you.
R.I.P
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