your daily ramblings...
This, honestly might not make sense to anybody... but so what.
I'm in one of my moods again where I dislike a lot of people and their motives... I figured out a long time ago that people, for the most part, never do whats good for them. They live off what other people want them to do, or what they think people will flock to and think and the more I think about that, I get sick. [Chaun and Morg you know EXACTLY what I'm talking bout]
As humans, we exist to be with other people and at some points in our lives, we... forget that we are more important than any other soul. We allow people to drag ourselves through the mud for the simple fact that we want to be wanted and in the end, after our souls are ragged... a lot of us stay down and continue to quench the urge to be with somebody else and forget to nourish the need of self love.
As I watch somebody really dear to me, struggle with this... it makes me remember how I've been through the mud for somebody who didn't love me and it fills me with bitterness. To know that somebody doesnt want you or love you the way that you love them is one of the most painful things that one has to ever deal with, but does that mean you should stop loving yourself and continue to let that person hurt you when you know NOTHING will change?
TO the person who knows who she is- I love you and of course I'm here for you. You are much more than the tears you cry, especially for somebody who doesnt realize that you are something truly special, who doesn't see you as the beautiful, intelligent, brilliantly perfect person you are. There's nothing I can say that will heal the wounds you have but I will say, I've been there, done that at least 3 or 4 times and no dick is worth tears if thats all thats there.
ON A MORE COMICAL NOTE-
Does anybody else believe that Martin Luther King Jr died so we can go see all three of our favorite go-go bands in the fire hazard they call the Club Neon!? OOOH I DO!!!
I'm in one of my moods again where I dislike a lot of people and their motives... I figured out a long time ago that people, for the most part, never do whats good for them. They live off what other people want them to do, or what they think people will flock to and think and the more I think about that, I get sick. [Chaun and Morg you know EXACTLY what I'm talking bout]
As humans, we exist to be with other people and at some points in our lives, we... forget that we are more important than any other soul. We allow people to drag ourselves through the mud for the simple fact that we want to be wanted and in the end, after our souls are ragged... a lot of us stay down and continue to quench the urge to be with somebody else and forget to nourish the need of self love.
As I watch somebody really dear to me, struggle with this... it makes me remember how I've been through the mud for somebody who didn't love me and it fills me with bitterness. To know that somebody doesnt want you or love you the way that you love them is one of the most painful things that one has to ever deal with, but does that mean you should stop loving yourself and continue to let that person hurt you when you know NOTHING will change?
TO the person who knows who she is- I love you and of course I'm here for you. You are much more than the tears you cry, especially for somebody who doesnt realize that you are something truly special, who doesn't see you as the beautiful, intelligent, brilliantly perfect person you are. There's nothing I can say that will heal the wounds you have but I will say, I've been there, done that at least 3 or 4 times and no dick is worth tears if thats all thats there.
ON A MORE COMICAL NOTE-
Does anybody else believe that Martin Luther King Jr died so we can go see all three of our favorite go-go bands in the fire hazard they call the Club Neon!? OOOH I DO!!!