Things are going to be sooooooooooo OKAY
Shit. Worse hangover EVER! Last night was um weird... too much of everything. I quadruple fisted, is that possible? Well, I have pictures. I got pretty tank last night, maybe, not the best thing to do. I miss Eric. He called this morning to check on me. We'll be okay, I know we will it's just gonna take some time for the both of us to get better. It's weird, the feeling I have for him, I love him so much that I had to let him go. It's hurts (I already said that) but I just know somehow we are going to get back together, we just need to a little more growing & figuring things out more. He's still applying at Saint Martin's for next year.
Yeah, so I am not drinking EVER AGAIN! Shit, I was throwing up all morning & I have the worst hangover ever. Shit, they kept giving me these damn smoothies with bacardie 151, shots of yeager (sp), beerbeerbeerBEER! I was sooooooooooooo friggin' gone. So close to hooking up with Seth (I know I'm so bad). Way to vulnerable last night, thank God nothing happened. He wants to hangout with me tonight & I think he invited me to go to some show with him because he had an extra ticket. He played his guitar for me & he wanted me to spend the night (eck). Sometimes, I feel that living in the dorms can be dangerous. I just don't think I'm realy ready to date & I just don't want to hurt Eric in any way. Hearing his voice just made my day! No matter what he will always be one of my bestest friend, there's something about that immature dickweed that i'll always care for & never want to hurt.
Okay, I gotta shower because my roomates keep telling that I friggin' stink & I kinda do.
Yeah, so I am not drinking EVER AGAIN! Shit, I was throwing up all morning & I have the worst hangover ever. Shit, they kept giving me these damn smoothies with bacardie 151, shots of yeager (sp), beerbeerbeerBEER! I was sooooooooooooo friggin' gone. So close to hooking up with Seth (I know I'm so bad). Way to vulnerable last night, thank God nothing happened. He wants to hangout with me tonight & I think he invited me to go to some show with him because he had an extra ticket. He played his guitar for me & he wanted me to spend the night (eck). Sometimes, I feel that living in the dorms can be dangerous. I just don't think I'm realy ready to date & I just don't want to hurt Eric in any way. Hearing his voice just made my day! No matter what he will always be one of my bestest friend, there's something about that immature dickweed that i'll always care for & never want to hurt.
Okay, I gotta shower because my roomates keep telling that I friggin' stink & I kinda do.