I'm a terrible person
Yea... I jsut realized how horrible of a person I am. I just got mad at Nino for somethin girlie and stupid. This is so completely not me. What's wrong with me?? I have no chance of keeping him when I go away so maybe I'm just trying to get all I can of him while I'm still here. It's sad I know, but I know that there's no one else who will want me and everyone wants him. I knwo they will be disappointed when they see me. I hate making him mad I'm always the one who's screwing up! Now he's going out with his friend Sean and I probably won't see him again til Sunday if that. Way to go Megan:( So I guess I'll jsut sit here alone and pathetic til I fall asleep.