I can't believe that I am updating this....

Sep 09, 2005 09:16

I have no idea why I am writting in this thing, I never do, hell nobody ever does anymore! But here I am at work and bored as all hell so why the hell not!

I was reading over some old journal entry's (mine, and one other person who I use to be good well best friends with) and it made me so sad I almost broke down and cried at work! I just read over all the past things that we all use to do together. There was a huge group of us that hung out EVERY SINGLE NIGHT! God, we had a blast! There was never any drama, and all we had was fun! I realize now looking back on that time that it was the best 2 years of my life. I thought it would never end, and now everything has completely changed. I dont even talk to some of the people that I use to be so close to. I mean I know shit happens, and friends come and go, but it still sucks. I know that to much has happened and nothing will bring back all the crazy/fun times we use to have so I guess I'll just move on.

On a better note, I didnt mean for that to sound like I dont have fun now. I do. It's just a different kind of fun. I guess were not just a big group of stupid kids anymore. People grow up, change and stop talking. Now everybody works full time, some of us are in school, people have boyfriends, ahh well.

so anyways....

Shit's going ok for me these days. I love my job. It's pretty boring but easy and full time with benefits and weekends and holidays off. Plus all the people I work with are very nice. So, I can't complain. I started back to school on wednesday. It's already frusturating me! I have to get from detroit to ypsilanti in only an hour of time and let me tell u traffic is a bitch! I've been a half hour late wed and thursday! But my teachers are cool and my classes arent to bad so I think I'll be ok. Hmmm...what else? Anthony has been talking to marine recruiters (sp?). He's seems pretty serious about going, and I know this is shitty for me to say but I really want him to go. It will be the best thing for him, and for us. He needs to do something, and it is good to see him excited about something. It's all he talks about. They said if he is serious and gets all his shit done he can leave by november, which is so soon! Ah well, I guess we'll see how things go. I got a new car, which is amazing! I love it. It's a 2001 red grand am! And the best part....IT HAS A SUNROOF! I know thats not a huge deal but I have always wanted a sunroof. It makes me happy! I have been talking to alot of old friends lately (from Eastern). Which makes me happy, and sad at the same time. I feel like they will all always be my friends but things will never be the same as they were. I guess life goes on.

Well, I guess I am gonna go get some work done since that is what I am being paid to do....so I'll probably update again soon. I get bored alot!
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