Aug 23, 2005 00:47
Okay today was a really crazy day. First I wake up to a phone call from my physical therapist saying I can finally come in starting tomorrow at 7AM so thats good.
THEN I went to enroll at Athens and obviously its not an open enrollment school therefore we have to move to Troy. So anyways, I took the papers and made an appointment and everything to finalize the whole thing. I have to be honest though, it was really weird going into the school. It was HUGEEEEEE, well I'm not suprised considering last year they had 2008 students which is like the population of Madison Heights. I don't know I was really scared going into the school and pretty intimidated. I want to go there really bad except I hate thinking about Lamphere only because I'm throwing away some of the most important things to me. One of them being my friends, yes all 4 of them that care! Two, running. I mean yeah if I went to Athens obviously it'd be awsome cuz their cross country team is division 1 and their girls track team were OAA league champs last year and if I went on the team I'd be lucky to even make varsity. I guess it just sucked cuz I had all these goals for breaking Lamphere's records and what not and its like I left everything but at the sametime I need to do it. I need to be around new people. I need to just start a new life.
Too bad its not always that easy. I get home and I find out my dad went and got the papers back from Athens and I'm not going there cuz we can't afford to move there so for now I'm going to Lamphere until we pay all this shit off and then move there which idk when. I have to be honest, it was kind of a relief for me to hear that I was going back to Lamphere cuz it got really depressing with all the comments you guys left me.
My friends mean so much to me. Like this may sound gay but the friends I have now are the only friends that I've known for even this long. All my life I've moved around and I never really got to stay with my friends and unlike a lot of people I don't have best friends from preschool or kindergarden or whatever but I do have friends that I've known long enough to call them family.
Anyways HATE TO BREAK OFF THIS EMOTIONAL MOMENT BUT I guess I'm going back to Lamphere. Don't take it seriously though cuz something might happen and make me change schools so basically just wait and see if I show up at the school or not and then you'll know. Well, much <33 to all of you who bothered to comment and actually cared and to the rest of you idk. Whatever. Good luck with your life and please if you see me don't pretend like you're my friend cuz that really bothers me. I know you don't give a shit and thats fine just don't pretend and lie to my face. Sanks! :)
SIS- missed you like crazy. so happy that you're back. love you.
Oh yeah and I hung out with April today. We went to get Coldstone and I saw Andreaaaaaaaaaa! She's cool as hell. much <3 girl. THEN we went and rented anchorman which is like totally hilarious cuz I've never seen it before and neiter has April but I was rollinggggggg on the floor. Definitly gonna rent it again some time. Well I have to go to bed so GOOD NIGHT EVERYONE!