F and F U-P
Guess it's been a while since I've posted anything here. So much stuff has been going on lately and basically things have been building up as the weeks have gone by. I been kinda stressed out lately, with school and money and just been wanting to get away from it all. Think I'm gonna look into getting a job sooner or later so I can get the money to look for a car myself, cuz it doesn't seem to be gettin done at home. I'm not tryin to pressure nobody at home...I know they have their own things to worry about, and I appreciate them for at least looking, but honestly, I need my own transportation to get around in so I don't have to piggyback off of anyone else. Maybe I'll see if that offer still stands with my Dad...
Anyway what I been tryin to get at is all this stuff coming to a head all at once. School demanding more of my time than I can humanly give; and so many other things that I just couldn't take it anymore. I have been really looking forward to a weekend with Jenna...and that hasn't happened, yet, and honestly I just lost it. I've been kinda on edge lately with her...but I guess that has to do with the stress I been under. I don't mean to be that way with her, and I clarified that with her, so we're good. It's been stressful not being able to talk to her as much when the whole phone thing went down, and now things are a lot better. We had a really long talk last night about a bunch of things, and it gave us some time to really reconnect on a level that hasn't been there in a couple of weeks. It feels so great to have someone like her in my life. I miss her like crazy though...but I know it'll get better, cuz now she has a car...she's just gotta get the plates and stuff and then we can see each other more often. You know, I felt bad about taking my stress out on her...and like I said, we had time to talk about everything.
So...everything is good now. I'm back on track...and I don't think anything can detour me now. It's all good.
Anyway what I been tryin to get at is all this stuff coming to a head all at once. School demanding more of my time than I can humanly give; and so many other things that I just couldn't take it anymore. I have been really looking forward to a weekend with Jenna...and that hasn't happened, yet, and honestly I just lost it. I've been kinda on edge lately with her...but I guess that has to do with the stress I been under. I don't mean to be that way with her, and I clarified that with her, so we're good. It's been stressful not being able to talk to her as much when the whole phone thing went down, and now things are a lot better. We had a really long talk last night about a bunch of things, and it gave us some time to really reconnect on a level that hasn't been there in a couple of weeks. It feels so great to have someone like her in my life. I miss her like crazy though...but I know it'll get better, cuz now she has a car...she's just gotta get the plates and stuff and then we can see each other more often. You know, I felt bad about taking my stress out on her...and like I said, we had time to talk about everything.
So...everything is good now. I'm back on track...and I don't think anything can detour me now. It's all good.