Not everything in Life has a title...
Not an entirely long post...just an update on the haps with me:
Had a good break. By my terms, I think it was pretty awesome. I had to get away from that hellhole of a townhouse. Y'know even though you live with 3 other guys...don't necessarily means you "live" with them. I know Nick's story, he leads a busy life...understandable, cuz we're all busy. Lately I've just felt detached from a lot of people...except for Flint-town friends, and this break made me realize how much I miss that. It's amazing how I never felt I had a place while at GV, and I still think I don't. I feel so much more at peace here in Flint, or just in the company of another from home. I know I can say that Nick feels the same way...but it's different for him a little, cuz he has Nicole, whereas I don't have that same kind of person to look forward to when coming home, or for them to visit me. I want that...but I can't force it. Time will tell everything, but seriously, I'm not sure. I try not to worry about it...but the holidays, even amongst the happy times with friends and family, there's still that one thing missing.
So:
Break good
Established that. Now that I'll be entering Hell's kitchen as of tomorrow, or rather later today since it's Sunday now...I'll have a clear head to focus on what I need to do. It should be good. Should be good...
I cannot wait till this semester is over...!
Had a good break. By my terms, I think it was pretty awesome. I had to get away from that hellhole of a townhouse. Y'know even though you live with 3 other guys...don't necessarily means you "live" with them. I know Nick's story, he leads a busy life...understandable, cuz we're all busy. Lately I've just felt detached from a lot of people...except for Flint-town friends, and this break made me realize how much I miss that. It's amazing how I never felt I had a place while at GV, and I still think I don't. I feel so much more at peace here in Flint, or just in the company of another from home. I know I can say that Nick feels the same way...but it's different for him a little, cuz he has Nicole, whereas I don't have that same kind of person to look forward to when coming home, or for them to visit me. I want that...but I can't force it. Time will tell everything, but seriously, I'm not sure. I try not to worry about it...but the holidays, even amongst the happy times with friends and family, there's still that one thing missing.
So:
Break good
Established that. Now that I'll be entering Hell's kitchen as of tomorrow, or rather later today since it's Sunday now...I'll have a clear head to focus on what I need to do. It should be good. Should be good...
I cannot wait till this semester is over...!