Round and Round we go
Dammit! It hurts every time I say it: "I've come to terms with the fact that Ashley and I will be nothing more than friends." Why does it hurt so much? Because it's the truth. It's a blatant truth and my heart is unwilling to accept it. It won't let me rest. My thoughts, my being, it all seems to gravitate towards her somehow....no matter how hard I try to "move on." I'm such a dolt to think that I would ever be able to put this behind me. It kills me inside each and every time.
I've tried moving on and meeting other girls...but I just keep running into the same DAMN wall each and every time. I haven't talked to my potential prospect in a week....I have no number and she's been ignoring my IMs....onto girl #2....oh wait, there is NONE! Why?! Because, there just isn't. I know my day will come sometime or another....but it doesn't help that I am waiting for something that's obviously not there. I mean there's nothing there. No spark, not even a little light. It's all on my side...one-sided if you will. The bane of my existence lies in the hands of one girl, and she's basically taken that lifeforce from me(my heart) and threw it in the trash. It was a 3-point shot from beyond the arc. It sucks I tell you.
I've tried moving on and meeting other girls...but I just keep running into the same DAMN wall each and every time. I haven't talked to my potential prospect in a week....I have no number and she's been ignoring my IMs....onto girl #2....oh wait, there is NONE! Why?! Because, there just isn't. I know my day will come sometime or another....but it doesn't help that I am waiting for something that's obviously not there. I mean there's nothing there. No spark, not even a little light. It's all on my side...one-sided if you will. The bane of my existence lies in the hands of one girl, and she's basically taken that lifeforce from me(my heart) and threw it in the trash. It was a 3-point shot from beyond the arc. It sucks I tell you.