Contemplative.
So I've been thinking about... everything lately.
I've been thinking a lot about how I'm not getting along so well with people that I used to be such good friends with-- and how I feel like I'm slowly drifting out to sea.
I would never want to grow apart from the people I love. It's not some severe episode of detatchment, and it's not an intentional act of cruelty. It's not even... just a stage of growth. It's nessicary. I am going to be honest. Truthful. Then maybe I won't have to explain anything anymore... people can just simply see for their selves and be... "okay".
I'm sick of hearing people back-stab. I'm tired of people saying, "Why would someone say that junk about you? That's crazy." No one believes it, because it's not true. And when people finally realize I don't care, hopefully they'll get over it and stop. For their sake I hope they move on... I can't imagine being that upset for that long. And certainly, if anyone had that severe of a problem... they are more than welcome to talk to me about it. But expect honesty. I'm not here to sugar-coat, so deal. Not to say I won't be a courieous human being.
My life is so much better, so much more simple. I couldn't be happier. Life really has been good.
I've been thinking a lot about how I'm not getting along so well with people that I used to be such good friends with-- and how I feel like I'm slowly drifting out to sea.
I would never want to grow apart from the people I love. It's not some severe episode of detatchment, and it's not an intentional act of cruelty. It's not even... just a stage of growth. It's nessicary. I am going to be honest. Truthful. Then maybe I won't have to explain anything anymore... people can just simply see for their selves and be... "okay".
I'm sick of hearing people back-stab. I'm tired of people saying, "Why would someone say that junk about you? That's crazy." No one believes it, because it's not true. And when people finally realize I don't care, hopefully they'll get over it and stop. For their sake I hope they move on... I can't imagine being that upset for that long. And certainly, if anyone had that severe of a problem... they are more than welcome to talk to me about it. But expect honesty. I'm not here to sugar-coat, so deal. Not to say I won't be a courieous human being.
My life is so much better, so much more simple. I couldn't be happier. Life really has been good.