Like a Slow Burn
My appetite is really pitiful lately. Which is in a way a good thing, but I'm feeling light headed a lot. Just nothing seems appetizing right now. Bleh. I'm feeling less sick though, so that's good. It's mostly just a cough now.
I've been wanting to do some kind of gif memorial or something for Cleo, and looking through pictures hurt like hell but I'm glad I did it... the photos aren't as bad as vids. Somebody left a comment on one of my youtube vids of her, where she was watching the computer screen to "The Lion Sleeps Tonight".... ow... i can't watch those yet... it's way too soon. But it felt good to do something in her memory. I added it to my user info as well as the about me page on BG. It's a little messy, I know, I was in a state while working on it. I'll fix it up a bit more down the road when I feel up to it. Maybe add pics. The last pic ever taken of her is on there... quite a few nice old ones as well.
I went out for the first time since we lost her, but just to get the mail. The paint job on the complex is horrific. They cut down all the trees to make the community "safer" and everything easier to see, then painted the buildings such a dark green that it's virtually black at night and will SUCK heat wise in the summer. They put in map signs which is nice... maybe pizza and fed ex guys can find us now. But the atmosphere of the complex is much darker and feels less safe now, especially at night. Thanks a mil, people. I preferred the trees.
We got a lovely sympathy card from our vet, she's such a sweetheart... as is purpleivey who we got another from. Thank you, it was lovely.
I've been wanting to do some kind of gif memorial or something for Cleo, and looking through pictures hurt like hell but I'm glad I did it... the photos aren't as bad as vids. Somebody left a comment on one of my youtube vids of her, where she was watching the computer screen to "The Lion Sleeps Tonight".... ow... i can't watch those yet... it's way too soon. But it felt good to do something in her memory. I added it to my user info as well as the about me page on BG. It's a little messy, I know, I was in a state while working on it. I'll fix it up a bit more down the road when I feel up to it. Maybe add pics. The last pic ever taken of her is on there... quite a few nice old ones as well.
I went out for the first time since we lost her, but just to get the mail. The paint job on the complex is horrific. They cut down all the trees to make the community "safer" and everything easier to see, then painted the buildings such a dark green that it's virtually black at night and will SUCK heat wise in the summer. They put in map signs which is nice... maybe pizza and fed ex guys can find us now. But the atmosphere of the complex is much darker and feels less safe now, especially at night. Thanks a mil, people. I preferred the trees.
We got a lovely sympathy card from our vet, she's such a sweetheart... as is purpleivey who we got another from. Thank you, it was lovely.