Apr 22, 2007 09:31
I still haven't heard about the job. I am getting really anxious, but also resigned to what ever will happen.
I am working on self care and cultivating kindness. I am trying to spiral some of that love that I was holding for her, and send it inside to myself where I hope it can do some good. Therapy is hard. Like I want to die, sometimes hard, but it's really the only choice. I want Trixie to see me engaged in life in joyful ways. It's the only thing I have control over. I went to the Ren faire and bought myself this lovely pink tourmaline/ celticy looking ring as a reminder to take care.
So, about the job. The hr person said she would update me soon. What consitutes soon? When is it it okay to send an E mail? She said on the 10th she would contact me in a few days. 12 days seems more then a few days? Yes?