Jan 25, 2007 18:20
Okay, I was doing okay today with a lot of complicated stuff. I was choosing kindness and self care. I was quieting that mean voice, and now, I am sliding down that hill of funk.
I went to pick up Luna and was told by the school cook that Luna was not allowed to go to her outside gymnastic class today. The class that costs me $175.00 every 9 weeks. Also, the director didn't call me and her tecaher could not tell me what happened when I picked her up. From Luna, she said that during snack no one would pass her the food. Then another kid hit her. She started crying and then they told her if she couldn't stop crying that she would not be allowed to go to gym. I guess she could not stop crying, so no gym for her. This is the kind of stuff that I stop for other people's kids. Other parents. I am the buffer of stupid shit.
I feel really sad, and ineffective. A tool of the man.