Ugh! Me and My Overcritical Self
So lately I've spent some time with this really sweet guy. We'll call him ThePoet as he has published works. As always someone with ambition and sucess attracts me immensely. But, as usual, I try constently to find fault in him. What's wrong with me? He is sensitive, caring, easy going, fun, and considerate....why can't I be satisfied with that. Am I overcritical because I'm just simply not interested and my brain hasn't caught up with my heart or are my standards set too high? Don't get me wrong; I enjoy his company but there's just something that keeps me from pursuing rommance. Bad time for rommantic introspect with the holidays here; I should be focusing my attention on others, I know. Ok enough.
Yeah today is Christmas! I actually love the holidays and my crazy family during the few get togethers we have during the year. They are always there for my misadventures and what I can offer to this family in return can't be openned until Christmas of 2010! Well I'm am an investment with a really high interest rate! lmao.
Merry Christmas to all the wonderful people that make up the colorful tapestry that is my life, you know who you are. And Happy New Year!
Yeah today is Christmas! I actually love the holidays and my crazy family during the few get togethers we have during the year. They are always there for my misadventures and what I can offer to this family in return can't be openned until Christmas of 2010! Well I'm am an investment with a really high interest rate! lmao.
Merry Christmas to all the wonderful people that make up the colorful tapestry that is my life, you know who you are. And Happy New Year!