The only thing you can pray for in this job is the strength to get through the day.
So... I don't know where to start without sounding really miserable...
I had resigned myself to taking the job that I interviewed for this morning if they offered it to me. It isn't at all something that sounds exciting, but it's not even 10 mins walk from my house and pays pretty well for a temping job.
But I just had the interview and now I really really really don't want it and I don't think I'm gonna be able to take it. The office was totally dead when I went in, which although worrying, is something I could have lived with.
More important (and a real deal breaker) is the fact that it would only be full time for about a month, at which point it'd be going down to only 3 days a week. I can't afford to only work 3 days a week. And if I take this job, it's not as though I can work for a month and then quit when my hours get reduced. And my agency wouldn't be looking for other jobs for me.
Basically it's bad. I'm really hoping that they don't offer it to me, but I have a vague idea that I was the only one interviewing for it from my agency.
And now I have no idea what to do. After the disappointment of last week, this week was supposed to be better and get me back to work. But apparently that is not my destiny. I don't know what to do about applying for law stuff and have no idea how I'm gonna pay for my internship (if I even get that - which on my current luck is not looking good!)
So for now I am gonna go sprawl on my bed and lie there for a while and wallow in self pity, so that I can suck it up and then get on with my life.
I had resigned myself to taking the job that I interviewed for this morning if they offered it to me. It isn't at all something that sounds exciting, but it's not even 10 mins walk from my house and pays pretty well for a temping job.
But I just had the interview and now I really really really don't want it and I don't think I'm gonna be able to take it. The office was totally dead when I went in, which although worrying, is something I could have lived with.
More important (and a real deal breaker) is the fact that it would only be full time for about a month, at which point it'd be going down to only 3 days a week. I can't afford to only work 3 days a week. And if I take this job, it's not as though I can work for a month and then quit when my hours get reduced. And my agency wouldn't be looking for other jobs for me.
Basically it's bad. I'm really hoping that they don't offer it to me, but I have a vague idea that I was the only one interviewing for it from my agency.
And now I have no idea what to do. After the disappointment of last week, this week was supposed to be better and get me back to work. But apparently that is not my destiny. I don't know what to do about applying for law stuff and have no idea how I'm gonna pay for my internship (if I even get that - which on my current luck is not looking good!)
So for now I am gonna go sprawl on my bed and lie there for a while and wallow in self pity, so that I can suck it up and then get on with my life.