are you asleep or just pretending
Got a tattoo last week.. "Memoria in Æternea". Latin for "In eternal memory", in memory of Jake. Hopefully it'll help me keep the memory alive. It's peeling and itching right now, but once that is over, hopefully it will be fully healed. I'm thinking about decorating it with a small design or a rose next.. not sure yet. It hurt like hell though, so probably not for a while.
Went and picked up my stuff from Rai's yesterday.. that might be the last time I ever see her. I'm not sure how I feel about that. the whole thing felt different.. like somehow i didn't even know her. Not a whole lot was said, she just asked about my tattoo and gave me my stuff. then goodbye. I wouldn't even know what to say to her.. which is weird in itself. Know a person for 2 years, tell them everything... and then one day you sever all ties and don't speak for 4 months. (makes me wonder about some things, i guess).
Are you asleep
or are you pretending
so you don't have to say goodnight
Lately I've been kinda seeing this girl Michelle I met at work. She's from Racine. She's really awesome, cute, has a great sense of humor, and actually likes to get out and do stuff. She's 1/4 japanese (kinda makes her look like a white Japanese girl, which is kind of odd). We're in sort of that weird awkward stage where we're not really seeing anyone else, but we're not really calling ourselves a couple. I don't want to get too far too fast with her. (we've already done some stuff, but that's no one's business but ours). I'm trying to put together this really cool date with her (she likes stand up comedy, so I'm trying to find a stand up comedy place downtown). Unfortunately, I think most of the stand up comedy places are 21+ places.. so I'm not sure how thats going to work. If it doesn't I'll have to think of a plan B fast. So basically I'm not sure where things are going with her and I, i'm just along for the ride.
There's more to say, but no time to say it.
Went and picked up my stuff from Rai's yesterday.. that might be the last time I ever see her. I'm not sure how I feel about that. the whole thing felt different.. like somehow i didn't even know her. Not a whole lot was said, she just asked about my tattoo and gave me my stuff. then goodbye. I wouldn't even know what to say to her.. which is weird in itself. Know a person for 2 years, tell them everything... and then one day you sever all ties and don't speak for 4 months. (makes me wonder about some things, i guess).
Are you asleep
or are you pretending
so you don't have to say goodnight
Lately I've been kinda seeing this girl Michelle I met at work. She's from Racine. She's really awesome, cute, has a great sense of humor, and actually likes to get out and do stuff. She's 1/4 japanese (kinda makes her look like a white Japanese girl, which is kind of odd). We're in sort of that weird awkward stage where we're not really seeing anyone else, but we're not really calling ourselves a couple. I don't want to get too far too fast with her. (we've already done some stuff, but that's no one's business but ours). I'm trying to put together this really cool date with her (she likes stand up comedy, so I'm trying to find a stand up comedy place downtown). Unfortunately, I think most of the stand up comedy places are 21+ places.. so I'm not sure how thats going to work. If it doesn't I'll have to think of a plan B fast. So basically I'm not sure where things are going with her and I, i'm just along for the ride.
There's more to say, but no time to say it.