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it's awkward when i talk to her
how's this, how's that
oh really, that's cool
not much, i'm good
it feels forced, but we dance like this everytime
in all honesty i miss her as somebody who was always there
it's funny how you spend 6 years knowing each other inside out warts and lies
then one day picking up the phone to say hi is just that little bit harder
so the next time, you put it off
till one day you don't give a damn anymore
because she's got her own life
and you've got yours(lack of it actually)
what i don't miss is all the showing off
maybe i'm a bit cynical about it
maybe she was being genuine
maybe she's just predictable
she tells me new things that i couldn't care less about
we'll tip toe around the subject, until windows are closed
forgotten and put away
maybe one day i'll put in the effort and bring back that friendship
go party with her at some dodgy night club, get trashed
and tell her all the sordid details of my life
like the way i used to.
how's this, how's that
oh really, that's cool
not much, i'm good
it feels forced, but we dance like this everytime
in all honesty i miss her as somebody who was always there
it's funny how you spend 6 years knowing each other inside out warts and lies
then one day picking up the phone to say hi is just that little bit harder
so the next time, you put it off
till one day you don't give a damn anymore
because she's got her own life
and you've got yours(lack of it actually)
what i don't miss is all the showing off
maybe i'm a bit cynical about it
maybe she was being genuine
maybe she's just predictable
she tells me new things that i couldn't care less about
we'll tip toe around the subject, until windows are closed
forgotten and put away
maybe one day i'll put in the effort and bring back that friendship
go party with her at some dodgy night club, get trashed
and tell her all the sordid details of my life
like the way i used to.