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last night i dreamed about a girl. it was like we had hung out for a while and we were good friends. and for some reason or another i told her that i would give her the best first kiss she had ever gotten. and she asked me how i was going to manage that. my answer was that it was going to take some conch shells and a refridgerator. then out of no where i layed her down on the coffee table and kissed her. she stopped me mid kiss and said what about the conch shells. i didnt have a reply i just kissed her again and we made out for like five minutes. it was amazing how detailed this dream was. it really felt like a first kiss. that kind that both people want but are scared of messing up. it really had every aspect of that to it. and it reminded me how long it had been since i kissed someone i was genuinely interested in. i couldnt believe how many girls i had kissed that i didnt really enjoy kissing. and i realized what i am ready to start looking for again.