May 13, 2006 15:29
soooo.... I moved into my own house this week and it is amazing, I no longer have internet access except when I visit my parents house. I want you all to know you are welcome all the time....especially my camp friends come visit me between terms!!!! and I mean that!!
I AM SO SICK AND TIRED OF ALL MY BEST FRIENDS BEING MAD AT ME
I dont know exactly what I did, I guess I said something that got taken the wrong way, or just pissed them off but I am so sick and tired of them (two specifically) not hanging out with me not answering my calls telling me you are busy.....and then I read online about all the time you spend together....(I know this is not a very legit source of info about specific days but it is upsetting in general none the less)this is why I am glad I dont have internet at my house because I am so tired of this bull shit.
if you dont want to hang out with me fine but dont tell me otherwise just be honest
if you are mad at me fine but just tell me why already
whatever is going on I am sorry that I did whatever I did
you know what I dont even care because sometimes the people everyone expects to let you down are the ones that are there for you when no one else is. this week has been amazing despite the absence of some of my closest friends....pictures to be posted on myspace shortly