Sweet like a kiss, sharp like a razor blade

[mediocre_one]

I give away way too much.
I give it all away.
I trust entirely too much.
But you don't trust me at all.

I'm always here.
But you are NEVER there.
I listen as you sob.
You ignore as I cry.

I can't do it anymore though. I rely far too much on other peoples' happiness. It is time that I please myself first and others second.
Call me selfish.
Call me egotistical.
I call me practical.

I have been hurt far to many times to let my guard down now.