Give me the chance to say that I'm sorry

May 13, 2005 18:20

Well it's that time of year again, yeah, that's right...

DOWNTOWN HOEDOWN!!! :)

Except I'm the only loser that wants to go. That's alright though, maybe I will be independent this year and go all on my own.

Well everything has been pretty good lately, of course now I have jinxed myself and everything will suck now. But so far no complaints from my end.

I have been trying to keep myself busy and stop thinking about the negative and just rely on the positive. I really am making an effort this time though...so I guess that is all that matters.

I got my blodd taken today and the lady really jacked up my arm, it has never hurt before but today it was horrible, but I pushed on, cause I'm a trooper... not really, pretty fucking whiney if you ask me. Oh well.

Nathan is in town gearing up for his trip to Alaska, that is one thing that I really wish that I hadn't have fucked up. But any of you who know me know that that is what I do best, FUCK THINGS UP. Becasue I suck at life and everything in general.

I reallly was going to be more productive in this entry, I swear, but all of my thoughts fled from my head the second that the update page popped up.

DAMNIT!!! I am a freaking retard.

Well Kristin has her prom on Sunday and I have to help her find shoes and jewelry. I don't really understand the big deal about all of this. I guess that I am just weird. I just hope that everything goes good for her.

Well until I can think of something better to say, I'm out.
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