Jan 31, 2005 15:01
Lately I have been partial to hanging out by myself. Weird as it sounds, but I am just so much more happy that way. Anyway, the people that I had been hanging out with make me act like a retard, I don't mean that exactly the way that it came out, but I do mean it.
I went over to my brother's the other night since Sara had called all day wanting to come over and "sleep the night", (she is so cute). In short, total waste since Sara and Shane were passed out. My sister-in-law invited me to go to Jackson to The Garage, I passed though. Just wasn't really in the mood, but we might go next weekend. On Thursday I am going with brother to Chelsea (well not really Chelsea, a small town by it) to see his dad and brother, so that should be fun and I am willing to go anywhere to get out of here!
I feel like the most dull person on the planet and DAve keeps making me feel like shit because I don't have a "real" job. I am actively seeking a job, the right opportunity just hasn't popped up yet. I still make enough money to pay the bills plus I have a little cash in the bank so I don't understand what the big deal is. Maybe I am overlooking something, but I think I'm doing alright.
School sucks ass, I am realizing way too far in that I have chose the wrong area of study. I like business and it's pretty interesting as far as my classes go, but I am not an aggressive person and definitely not a people person.
I want the new Three Doors Down c.d. and another one but I can't think of it right now. I bought 5 new cds this weekend which I was pumped about.
I really need to broaden my horizons.
Well I guess that I should get some homework done and call and wake Joey up, but I probably won't do much of anything. I feel like ass. And most of the time I feel like an ass too.