Are you serious?!?
I am so tired of not being good enough, being inadequate and feeling like a complete failure. I am also sick of the constant pity parties that I feel I have to throw myself all the time. It is just not worth it. Thinks aren't as bad as I make them out to be.
Seriously, get over it. I am not changing anytime soon.
Consider this my personal ad.
I want a boy who doesn't mind that I like country music and bull riding.
I want a boy who doesn't mind that I like to go 4-wheeler riding $ off-roading. Who doesn't mind that I like monster trucks and classic cars.
I want a boy who doesn't mind that I like to go fast, except when it comes to relationships.
I want a boy that doesn't mind that I like to get dirty, and get out and dance in the rain and play in the mud.
I want a boy that doesn't mind that I will always be a child at heart and there is a part of me that will never grow up and I will always laugh when you fart.
I want a boy who doesn't mind that I will pay $30 for a good conditioner or pay money to get my nails done even though I will just chew them off 3 days later.
I want a boy that will overlook the fact that I cry at movies, even cartoons, and even if I have already seen it 3,001 times.
I want someone who will wipe my tears away and make me laugh and cook me supper every once in a while.
I want a boy who doesn't care that sometimes I take 2-3 hours to get ready or that I spend a little too much time in Borders, pining over books that I will never read.
I want a boy who doesn't mind the fact that somedays I don't want to get dressed, just stay in my jammers all day or the fact that I think that shoes should be optional.
I want a boy that will still think that I am cute even in my jogging pants and toboggin.
I want a boy that is too clingy, but will still call just to say 'Hi'.
I want the love that you see in movies, with foot-popping kisses and all. I want a story-book romance and I want a boy to send me flowers just because.
I want the love that I see other people having.
I want what I can't have and that is all that you are going to get out of me during my 2:45 a.m. ramblings
Seriously, get over it. I am not changing anytime soon.
Consider this my personal ad.
I want a boy who doesn't mind that I like country music and bull riding.
I want a boy who doesn't mind that I like to go 4-wheeler riding $ off-roading. Who doesn't mind that I like monster trucks and classic cars.
I want a boy who doesn't mind that I like to go fast, except when it comes to relationships.
I want a boy that doesn't mind that I like to get dirty, and get out and dance in the rain and play in the mud.
I want a boy that doesn't mind that I will always be a child at heart and there is a part of me that will never grow up and I will always laugh when you fart.
I want a boy who doesn't mind that I will pay $30 for a good conditioner or pay money to get my nails done even though I will just chew them off 3 days later.
I want a boy that will overlook the fact that I cry at movies, even cartoons, and even if I have already seen it 3,001 times.
I want someone who will wipe my tears away and make me laugh and cook me supper every once in a while.
I want a boy who doesn't care that sometimes I take 2-3 hours to get ready or that I spend a little too much time in Borders, pining over books that I will never read.
I want a boy who doesn't mind the fact that somedays I don't want to get dressed, just stay in my jammers all day or the fact that I think that shoes should be optional.
I want a boy that will still think that I am cute even in my jogging pants and toboggin.
I want a boy that is too clingy, but will still call just to say 'Hi'.
I want the love that you see in movies, with foot-popping kisses and all. I want a story-book romance and I want a boy to send me flowers just because.
I want the love that I see other people having.
I want what I can't have and that is all that you are going to get out of me during my 2:45 a.m. ramblings