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Man i am worn out. I don't think i've had a break in months. I'm constantly at the studio (our recital is monday), or at school trying not to fall asleep and semi-prepare for finals, or babysitting, or doing some other time consuming activity. I would say yay! summer's finally here and i'll get to chillax!....but i don't. i'm going to have driver's ed for a while and be babysitting all day so there will be no sleeping in, and crazy as it may sound yes i'm dancing over the summer, so yeah....
Anyway today kinda sucked. Dress rehearsal seemed to drag on forever like it always does, my feet were killing me and i've been sick the past week or so so that's no fun. But i actually feel good about the show. All three of my numbers look good. And my solo, well, not to brag or anything, but i think it's pretty darn good.I actually did the promonade (i basically lift my leg up w/ one arm and am in kind of a "Y" position like what cheerleaders do, and then i have to slowly turn around like that) and i didn't even shake or even slightly lose my balance or anything!! it was fabulous. It's a pretty difficult number actually, even though it's slow. It's a lot of strength/flexibility/control stuff, but i'm proud of myself i think it finally looks pretty good.
So yeah when i finally got home, I staggered over to Tiffannies where i got eaten alive by mosquitoes but it was fun. A lot of good conversations. Zack nearly lost his sight in one eye (frisbee, man did i freak out), had we been on a stranded island there would have been no problem because the fire he made with the help of kerosene would have gotten any pilot's attention..., umm... o i almost crashed into the tree several times while i was riding that swing...and yeah i think that covers most of the highlights.
So yes something that really hurt is finally over, only to be replaced by something that will hurt worse even though it hasn't really begun yet. Man i'm such a loser. For those of you who do, please pray for me. I know that's not something i'd normally ask for, but I really need it.I have yet to resolve feelings and let go of crap that i should have gotten over long ago. It's getting a little bit better, but it's still a very big problem.
huh-this is an unusually long entry....sorry. well talk to all of you later! bye~ . Melinda
Anyway today kinda sucked. Dress rehearsal seemed to drag on forever like it always does, my feet were killing me and i've been sick the past week or so so that's no fun. But i actually feel good about the show. All three of my numbers look good. And my solo, well, not to brag or anything, but i think it's pretty darn good.I actually did the promonade (i basically lift my leg up w/ one arm and am in kind of a "Y" position like what cheerleaders do, and then i have to slowly turn around like that) and i didn't even shake or even slightly lose my balance or anything!! it was fabulous. It's a pretty difficult number actually, even though it's slow. It's a lot of strength/flexibility/control stuff, but i'm proud of myself i think it finally looks pretty good.
So yeah when i finally got home, I staggered over to Tiffannies where i got eaten alive by mosquitoes but it was fun. A lot of good conversations. Zack nearly lost his sight in one eye (frisbee, man did i freak out), had we been on a stranded island there would have been no problem because the fire he made with the help of kerosene would have gotten any pilot's attention..., umm... o i almost crashed into the tree several times while i was riding that swing...and yeah i think that covers most of the highlights.
So yes something that really hurt is finally over, only to be replaced by something that will hurt worse even though it hasn't really begun yet. Man i'm such a loser. For those of you who do, please pray for me. I know that's not something i'd normally ask for, but I really need it.I have yet to resolve feelings and let go of crap that i should have gotten over long ago. It's getting a little bit better, but it's still a very big problem.
huh-this is an unusually long entry....sorry. well talk to all of you later! bye~ . Melinda