Yup, still feel that way
I have the house by myself. It's not like when the significant other is out to sea....I can still call him, he can still have a life. And he is. It's horrible to say, but I'm actually upset that he's having a good time. I was hoping he'd be completely bored and it'd make him have to THINK. Right now all he knows is that he made a last minute decision without thinking of any details and despite all my anger, it seems to be working out for him. I don't get it! He's not a bad person, but isn't there such thing as karma? One person can't be that lucky, can they? He's never had to struggle for anything and because of that he doesn't work to get/earn anything.....but somehow every day things just seem to fall into place. It's to the point of my mental breakdown; I just don't get it! Don't think that I want bad things to happen to him. Not at all. I just want him to have the opportunity to want...