i is smrt
I have a big paper due soon. I thought it was due in....2 hours. But as it turns out, it's not due till wed am. I still wanted to get it done sooner than later since I've known about it for over a month now. I also have a really important take home psychology test that I haven't read the chapters for yet. That one's due tomorrow, but I was trying to have a 'study' group get together and compare tonight. I didn't do that either, obviously. But here it is 7:18am. Why am I up you ask? Simple! I'm an idiot.
I know I have no tolerance for caffeine. None. I hate the stuff. Don't like energy drinks, can't stand coffee, don't really like chocolate either. So what do I do? I drink caffeinated hot chocolate on an empty stomach. Fun!
Right now my heart rate is somewhere around 70bpm. That might not be high for anyone else, but normally I have low blood pressure. I've got shakes. I can't concentrate because my heart beat is so strong. I can even feel it in my throat. (and by feel it, i mean I can actually feel the blood vessel moving and twitching, not me trying to take my pulse). I'm also light headed and very anxious right now. I feel like I need to spaz out or run a marathon just to sweat it all out, but I know as soon as I increase my heart rate more I'll get faint and throw up. I know this because that's what happened last time I was stupid enough to drink coffee on an empty stomach and then exercise. I is smrt.
Please, Please, PLEASE remind me how much I don't drink/like/handle coffee. I seem to forget.
I know I have no tolerance for caffeine. None. I hate the stuff. Don't like energy drinks, can't stand coffee, don't really like chocolate either. So what do I do? I drink caffeinated hot chocolate on an empty stomach. Fun!
Right now my heart rate is somewhere around 70bpm. That might not be high for anyone else, but normally I have low blood pressure. I've got shakes. I can't concentrate because my heart beat is so strong. I can even feel it in my throat. (and by feel it, i mean I can actually feel the blood vessel moving and twitching, not me trying to take my pulse). I'm also light headed and very anxious right now. I feel like I need to spaz out or run a marathon just to sweat it all out, but I know as soon as I increase my heart rate more I'll get faint and throw up. I know this because that's what happened last time I was stupid enough to drink coffee on an empty stomach and then exercise. I is smrt.
Please, Please, PLEASE remind me how much I don't drink/like/handle coffee. I seem to forget.