Apr 08, 2006 21:41
I guess you really do get what you deserve..
Current mood: uncomfortable
Category: Life
I have mentioned that i have learned a few things, well i think i have left out a few.
Have you ever said something or done something out of just pure anger that , hours, days, weeks later you realize was just horrible. Well, ihave,. I have learned that i can be a big bitch when i want to be. I dont ever want to be, i just am i guess. I have said i was sorry more in this month than i have in my entire life. Unfortuneatly for me, it doesnt matter now. Not that i blame the people it doesnt matter to , but either way , it doesnt matter. It sems to me that you always hurt the people you dont mean to... Well, okay i hurt the people i dont mean to.. Why am i just that stupid, why do i learn a little too late. Questions i seem to be asking myself alot lately. From my previous post, maybe i just ask to much of myslef and everyone else. Well for those i have, i cant say im sorry anymore, it means nothing. i know that now. I have tried to hard to keep the people in my life that want to leave, amd well.. Damn it.. if you wanna leave then leave.. I want to find out whos really ther who really cares.... so for those who read this... Heres yur chance.. tell me you want off the friends list or tell me yoiu want to stay on....... i know i have alienated a lot of people in the past, well now here is yall chacne to say hey.. youre a bitch i dont want to know you. Those who i thought were friends arent, and those who i thought cared dont. Leave your comments llave your messages.. i will respon as requested but beyond that, ill leave you as you are...,.......