What is Wrong?!
Last night was I-R-O-N-I-C.
I was absoultely exhausted, and no matter what I did, I felt like I should just go to bed (despite the fact that it was only around 7:30, 8:00 at the latest). So after fooling around with my laptop a bit and talking to Patrick, I finally shut down the computer and read in bed for a while, but I even got to sleepy for that. Off went the lights and buried by the blanket I became, but I couldn't fall asleep; I simply laid there for what felt like a long time. I might have fallen asleep for an hour maybe, but I was still so tired when I got up around 10:30-11:00 to waste time watching television.
Waste time is right...So I eventually called Matt. It felt so good to talk to him. He told me he loved me, which is something I haven't heard from anybody in a while. In fact, he was kinda surprised to know that I don't say "I love you" to Patrick (that is another entry for another time).
During my thirty minute conversation with Matt, I found out something quite shocking. Adrian and Christian (Goth Chris, to clear that up) are DATING. For the next two minutes of that conversation, all I was able to say was "Oh my God" and other variations including "Oh my FUCKING God!" Talk about an unexpected pairing...
Why do I always seem to fall for guys who like guys? I liked Christian when I was in eighth grade, and well... everybody basically knows what happened between me and Adrian. (I swear, if Patrick turns out gay or bi or something other than totally women-loving, then I have no idea what I am going to do...)
Wow, just wow.
I was absoultely exhausted, and no matter what I did, I felt like I should just go to bed (despite the fact that it was only around 7:30, 8:00 at the latest). So after fooling around with my laptop a bit and talking to Patrick, I finally shut down the computer and read in bed for a while, but I even got to sleepy for that. Off went the lights and buried by the blanket I became, but I couldn't fall asleep; I simply laid there for what felt like a long time. I might have fallen asleep for an hour maybe, but I was still so tired when I got up around 10:30-11:00 to waste time watching television.
Waste time is right...So I eventually called Matt. It felt so good to talk to him. He told me he loved me, which is something I haven't heard from anybody in a while. In fact, he was kinda surprised to know that I don't say "I love you" to Patrick (that is another entry for another time).
During my thirty minute conversation with Matt, I found out something quite shocking. Adrian and Christian (Goth Chris, to clear that up) are DATING. For the next two minutes of that conversation, all I was able to say was "Oh my God" and other variations including "Oh my FUCKING God!" Talk about an unexpected pairing...
Why do I always seem to fall for guys who like guys? I liked Christian when I was in eighth grade, and well... everybody basically knows what happened between me and Adrian. (I swear, if Patrick turns out gay or bi or something other than totally women-loving, then I have no idea what I am going to do...)
Wow, just wow.