Sep 16, 2006 16:53
I never thought I would be in a relationship like this, I swore to myself I wouldn't fall in love but look where that got me. Nine months and I'm making myself sick, have to wait for the year to see if it's real, it doesn't feel real. I love it though, we are so comfortable with eachother, and I'm free to do what I please (in a sense). I really enjoy it and we can have heated conversations about issues and politics, I will win!!!
Anyways, last few months have been tumultuos... people have left and stayed and come back, and moved away, others have been to hell and back and returned different, some stronger, some broken, I've had my world be awesome, and then not... I miss people, and I can't believe two of my great mates are moving to Melbourne in 17 days, or that Holly is now all by herself, or that I'm going away in 40 days (with no money!!). The world gets crazy sometimes.
Anyways, Little Birdy tonight, can't afford it, but I'll see what I can do (drinks wise, I was smart and got a ticket when I had cash, before I got sick, maybe I shouldn't drink..? forgot to ask the doctor...). Should be a blast anyway, I'm going with an awesome friend... have to get ready soon!!
peaceout motherfuckers.