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I can't believe how utterly I fell apart. I'd been doing fine okay for months... everything was okay and I was just so glad to be back and to see so many people were doing okay and...
Then I just went to pieces. I can't believe it. I thought I was stronger. I thought I was at least competent. I thought I was getting my life back, or something.
Yeah, soon as Asuka, Aki, Gaia, and Kakami and the others are sent away on missions I start to completely self-destruct. That bodes well for the future. At least I got myself to the hospital before anything completely... bad happened. Suppose that means my survival instinct is trying to work: even if it must have broken for that week I refused to eat anything.
...Sensei and Obiko would probably be ashamed of me. Why do I keep thinking that?
Hope Kakami is alright on her mission.