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Jun 16, 2005 01:11

Someone please remind me not to attend any parties thrown by administration next year. I'll avoid all sorts of trouble that way... I think. In any case, I'm swearing off alcohol. It turns out, embarrassingly enough, that I KISS PEOPLE WHEN I'M DRUNK, AHIII. IT'S HAPPENED MORE THAN ONCE. IT IS A PATTERN OF BEHAVIOR! THAT IS SO NOT GOOD! It's hard enough racing around trying to keep Tsunade-sama sober; I don't want to have to worry about myself.

I have enough to worry about.

The little accident has been pretty much cleared up, though Kotetsu-san is STILL looking at me strangely and whether Kei-san denies it or not, I know she's annoyed. I also had a little talk with Kurenai, who has given me a lot to think about... whether I want to think about it or not.



Is a lifetime of happiness worth the chance of a lifetime of loneliness instead?

I came home to find Genma waiting for me WITH FLOWERS AHIII, and we cleared things up as well. We had dinner and talked and it was wonderful nice, and I'm glad that he's forgiven me for overreacting. Which I tend to do. A lot.

Okay, more than a lot. SO SUE ME, AHIIIIIII~!



I still think that a little distance might not be such a bad thing. It's still sometimes stilted and awkward, and I fear that he might start to notice --- things --- that I don't want him to notice.

How does one put distance between a person who lives in their house?

I am in really big trouble. -_-;;;

Sakura, I also need you to come see me ASAP about a possible mission. Tsunade-sama would like to talk to you personally about it.
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