{007.} Dear Diary
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[Public; obviously MEANT to be private so feel free to be nosy XD~]
Why can't I stop thinking about him today?
Being here in the City, meeting new people like Sakura-senpai and Yamada-san and Naruto-onii-chan, has helped me keep my thoughts away from the past, enabled me to move on a little bit and stop constantly blaming myself, inspired me to work harder, if only to make up for my past mistakes, and let me start to enjoy life and have fun again. And having Kakashi here, even if he's older and a lot different from the one back in my time (in mostly good ways), has made things even better...but today, for some reason, I just can't seem to avoid thinking about this question. I've...I guess I've wondered this ever since...but today I feel like I have to ask, even though I don't want to know the answer. Even though...I probably already do.
Today, I just can't help wanting to ask...
...Did you ever blame me for his death?
[Public; obviously MEANT to be private so feel free to be nosy XD~]
Why can't I stop thinking about him today?
Being here in the City, meeting new people like Sakura-senpai and Yamada-san and Naruto-onii-chan, has helped me keep my thoughts away from the past, enabled me to move on a little bit and stop constantly blaming myself, inspired me to work harder, if only to make up for my past mistakes, and let me start to enjoy life and have fun again. And having Kakashi here, even if he's older and a lot different from the one back in my time (in mostly good ways), has made things even better...but today, for some reason, I just can't seem to avoid thinking about this question. I've...I guess I've wondered this ever since...but today I feel like I have to ask, even though I don't want to know the answer. Even though...I probably already do.
Today, I just can't help wanting to ask...
...Did you ever blame me for his death?