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right now i feel like i could murder a couple people. and i mean a nasty death like ripping out their eye balls and stuffing them down their throats and strangling them with my bare hands so the eyeballs get lodged and they die... not that ive thought about it much or anything.
just so much bullshit this week, and none of it effected me directly but it still effects me nonetheless. beyond that money issues and the physical things, the shit from this last month supersedes any tangible thing you can throw at me. it kinda really fuckin sucks but i believe its nothing i cant handle with a little venting and action.
beside the bullshit everythings fine. classes start tuesday. i dont have books but i really dont care. i want to make sure i get the right ones so waiting is fine with me. this semester is going to be hard i think but its my last full semester at longview which is a great thing. i have to go up there tomorrow to see if i can get my a+ back that way i can get my books faster since they will give me my tuition back. honestly i think the a+ is a curse for me. when im not on it i do fine in all my classes but when i get it back and the pressure suck balls and i have to drop classes and my gpa goes down, but its not like i have a 4.0 in the first place.
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but im good, kewl, wicked... whatever makes you feel better.