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ok, my job is really starting to piss me off, again. when i know i was going to start school i decided to look for a job because i hate the catering company. i had a job, all i needed to do was fill out the papers but i decided to stay at the catering co. because the hours were just what i needed for school and guard. if i was to take the job at office depot i would always have to ask for days off and that was not what i wanted. so i got the catering co to match what office depot was going to give me which wasnt that hard or that much. i fuckin hate it there now. when i started school they had the old receptionist come in. now she was only suppose to work 830-1130 then i would come in at 1230- 430, but she fuckin stays there all day and she does a lot more then me, stuff they dont even bother to teach, or ask me to do. last week they told me i didnt need to come in at all which was good because my car broke down, but how am i going to pay for that if they dont have me work. i called today and they said they may not need me this week. FUCK YOU! i really think they are trying to get rid of me and it really pisses me off because i had another job all lined up, a job that i wanted, but i didnt take it because i thought they were going to need me. they were giving me more to do and they are just really fucking with me and i really dont appreciate it. my brother said i could always help in the kitchen but that is not what i fuckin signed up for and i dont not want to work in a kitchen again, thats why i quite einsteins. the bad thing is that i cant really look for a new job and expect to find something. i go to school monday thru friday til 11am. on tuesdays and thursdays i go to west at 6pm til 9 and if they have a game, ill be there starting at 5pm on fridays. sky starts in a week and when that starts my weekends will be taken. why the hell wound anyone hire me with these hours. i fuck hate them for doing this to me. i hate myself for not taking that other job. i really hope they feel bad if they are trying to fire me, or make me quit because it is really fucked up.