Mar 20, 2006 08:36
I feel drained....work is getting overwhelming. I don't know, I think everyone there thinks I'm like this wierd loner killer thing who love jesus. But I mean I don't know what to talk to them about..so I don't say anything at all. Does that really warrant social outcast? Ya probably...I come off as a bitch at times...but not always intentionally! I don't know lately I feel like I'm obliged to have a conversation with people, like the other day Amanda was like "so Serena what do you want to talk about?" I'm like what are you my shrink? But hey what are you going to do?
On the upside, I talked to Robert yesterday. I'm supposed to go see him and Michael on Thursday...I really want to see them! We're planning on going to Kittie, so I'm going to buy tickets and go crazy. I convinced Fabian to come with me too...so this is going to be his first concert. I don't think he's too excited to come though lol. I miss Josh though. I never see him anymore..he's always busy with work or something of the other. DAMN YOU JOSH! I don't know I miss all my friends...but everyone's always busy...ALWAYS! Maybe I'll take up Cynthia's offer and quit old navy to share her bed hehe.
Other than that...I'm going to go see Death Cab for Cutie next Monday with Vicky! YAY! It's gonna be fun....and ya.