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this is all for my benefit not yours.
it was just yesterday that i was living in worcester a road just off of main st. my sister jocie and my step sister at the time were in the back yard with me. we were jumping around on the little tykes jungle gym and making mud pies. i go to the front yard to see if cliff kilgar was walking down the road. maybe hed stop over. but i was just letting my hopes up.
now im eighteen years old. fresh out of high school. graduated june 3rd. started my full time job at the bank as a teller on june 6th. good bye vacation.
i got invited to go to the carnival tonight. but i cant go because im babysitting. thats something that occurs 4 nights out of the week. as much as it blows its nice to spend time with the runt. my little sister who lives with my mom in the next town over. well i should say the next city over. i cried today because im jealous that i have to work. and babysit and not have a fun summer like i used to.
now dont get me wrong. i love my weekends. but it takes for ever to get to them and it goes by fast than i can say hi.
i miss my friends. i miss tripping the kids in the hallway at school. i had no fear i was a senior! now im preordering the type of sheets i want on my strange new bed that i havent even seen yet. my college is awaiting my arrival in september. ill be the baby of the school. along with the other 1000 of kids being put in a small 12 by 12 room if were lucky. we have a community bathroom. no longer will i beable to sing the star spangle banner... the 20 minute version. now i have to get used to wearing my 2cent flipflops into the shower.
wow the perks of growing up.