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so....most of my live I have had a philosophy of "don't expect anything, so if at the end you don't get anything you won't be disappointed and if you do get something then that's when you can get excited". but I'm questioning if I'm really thinking like that, because it doesn't matter how much I'm waiting for the wors, when it happen I still get pretty sad....so I gues that even if I whant to think like that, looks like my heart have other plans...and now I'm disappointed again *sigh~* well that's live...we just have to keep going...